So, to start us off...I woke up from a minor nightmare. Only because I was being chased by Karen Hum (an old HS classmate of mines). [In my dreams] She had gone crazy (like NUTS!!) because apparently her BF broke up with her and she couldn't take on the news. She started chasing me with the entire raw chicken skeleton and trying to drive it up to me. After the chicken skeleton, she tried to get near me like another time. The last time of her approach, I thought I was going to get off of the subway station (I think it was Victoria Station)...but she ended up getting off instead of me. While she was off the subway train, she looked for the staircase (this is where I thought that she was heading up the staircase) but no...she comes back to the window of the train (the train doors are closed). She makes this face, like her eyes are going back and forth for several times and then it finally stops and looks straight at me. But she ends it off with a REALLY wicked grin. *SCRARY*
And then of course I woke up, because it's that time of day again. I was googling to find a definition of that dream, and this is what I found:
"Chase dreams refer to those dreams that revolve around a pursuit, driving something towards or away from something else (in most cases, you). They could also be referring to a hurried situation. These dreams are usually recurring and display forms of anxiety or fear.
A common example, not being able to run is symbolic that you will soon have to face the problem and won't be allowed to run any longer, because circumstances have come to this point."
But the most interesting point is the following:
"...once you take control (and you can by acknowledging the true representation of the symbols) you can rise above the problem. This is what your subconscious is trying to tell you. Handle your real life situation before it grows out of control."
**Credits: http://www.bewitchingways.com/dreams/chase.htm
So, all in all I have to say about this dream is that my mind is telling me that I need to start taking control of this SOMETHING before it goes out of control. And the only thing that came to my mind of this SOMETHING is paying back my OSAP loan. Could it be though??
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I won't go indepth on the days that I did not post on here...so I will just mention the highlights of each missed day.
Tuesday, January 9th
- had class from 12 - 6pm
- my ACCPAC prof. was acting weird or she was giving me these weird vibes whenever she looks at me
- completed Chapter 1's exercises for ACCPAC, just need to do the readings
- HR class is EXTREMELY boring, so I began my notes for Chapter 1...just need to finish it off
- forced myself to go to No Frill's and pick up some bread, deli meats, and snack-pack ingredients (i.e. carrot sticks, toasted mini bread, cucumbers...etc)
Wednesday, January 10th
- woke up EARLY, because this is my first 8 o'clock class from a LONG while
- was feeling sleepy on the bus, but was wide awake around 4:20pm
- had class from 8am - 11am, then work from 12pm - 6pm
- bought lunch from Thai Express, and found their Pad Stew sucks balls. Ate like 1/3 of it and packed the rest for Rey. Then near 5pm, Rey got hungry and he ordered Shrimp dumpling with rice noodle in soup...which we split it in half, from Hong Shing. I still prefer ones from Chinatown. No doubt about that!!